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Thursday, April 14, 2005
3:36 AM

Charis: Lol. Hey! I'm not the one with school u knw. Hahaha, anyway, how's school been? Alright I hope. Esp for u!

Jac: Yes, sis! I will. Anyway, I miss dancing with u, when're we going to party? Lol.

Jols: Haha, yes. But apparently, I wasn't the one who ended up being late after all. =P Lol. Yes, yes, ur comfy little plasters made up for it, saved my blistered foot. ANYWAY, yes, we'll meet up like next week or smth. Aye, u knw what..? We're slowly living up to that promise we made to meet at least once or twice everyweek? Notice so? Lol. Both ways, I love u too! And u better take care, n no more curry and mocha. Eww, even the sound of it irks. *pukes.

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OK, I understand how it feels like, I knw where it's coming from. So I'm taking it magnanimously and blaming it on a bady day instead, and simply the wrong crowd. It made me miss Jac, Imms, Yihui and Weini so much, I wanted to have them with me there and then. We wld've torn up the stage! Lol. Ok, that's exaggerating, but u get the idea.

Moving on.. U knw, sometimes, I honestly don't think I'm serious when it comes to relationships. I'm so unpredictable it makes u wanna cry. And I contradict myself so much, I hate it. My head wldn't listen to my heart, and my heart wld never b strong enuf, and my head wld screw things up, but my heart gets hurt, and my head ends up thinking why I'm left all alone, but my heart knws it's all my head's fault, and my head'll never accept and give in to that fact! Pfft! It's such a dilemma! So aggravating! Grr..

But one thing I'm guaranteed of is that I will never entirely walk away from the life I once lived. I thot I've pulled away, but I'm frankly not. Am I bound to it for as long as I live? Not that it's criminal, but it's putting me in such a predicament. *sigh. Next time, I'm following my heart, not my head!

Anyway, I've still got tonns to do for my matriculation, better b off to it.

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